To me after a short, difficult period

My Beloved,

You are right.
I don't easily leave a relationship; I am a fighter, someone who keeps working on things even in situations that are hopeless. Even if it means I totally lose myself; at least, this is how I've always done things. With relationship, jobs, family.
I do run within the relationship, but I always try again and again and again.

We do have to look carefully though, to really see if both our needs are going to be met. I am talking about deeper needs.
I do have doubts about this.
But I will never run and leave just like that.

I love you Ed
Right now, I really long for you.
Just to be with you, in the sweet love that is there despite all that has been difficult the last days...